So it's really starting to hit me that I'll be in another country in a little over a month. It's scary for me. I've never been in another country before (unless you count Canada... and that was like for an hour) and I've never flown before. I'm really grateful that God isn't calling me to a country that speaks a completely different language... at least not this trip. I don't think the culture shock will be bad at all. The time difference will be tough, but I'll adjust. I'm praying that God will keep me strong through all of this. I've already been getting emotional about it for the past few weeks. Sometimes I'll be fine and then it'll hit me out of no where.
Rob leaves for New Staff Training around the 16th or 17th of June.... and that starts our two month separation, which SUCKS. I'm not looking forward to that at all. I know God is going to use it to help our personal relationships with Him and I really hope that getting closer to God will bring us closer together, regardless of the distance. God knows what He's doing but it's really hard when I can't see what my life will look like in 2.5 months. I know we are supposed to have faith in things that are not seen, but applying that is hard, especially when it comes to a boyfriend! But, I know it'll be ok and this experience will only make me stronger in the end, no matter what happens.
Anywhos... I feel a little better now that I got all that out. Keep me in your prayers, my avid readers. ;-)
Looooove.
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